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  <title>Wind of my Dream</title>
  <subtitle>Hardship of Life</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>gem</name>
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  <updated>2009-08-05T05:55:50Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:8944</id>
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    <title>LA LA LA, at last ^^ last ^^ chappy of "Haito Diamond"!!</title>
    <published>2009-07-18T11:10:36Z</published>
    <updated>2009-08-05T05:55:50Z</updated>
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    <lj:music>James Morrison</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Hey all, &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have to admit, this last chapter was edited now for some weeks, I just didn't find the time post it on my Lj. or to just release that last chapter. &lt;br /&gt;This last Ch. is cool one, funny, full of action and at last lot of love ^^. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I waited for translations for two last pages (272, 273) or epilogue pages at end of this volume, but I didn't get them. If someone has interest to translate those two pages for me, I will of course edit them and replace this last ch3C I'm releasing them today. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For those who want to download by torrent, I made one on Demonoid site, the link is:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.demonoid.com/files/details/2000431/3202775/"&gt;http://www.demonoid.com/files/details/2000431/3202775/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This second torrent link contents all 4 edited Haito Diamond books, for all those who don't have the previous volumes or don't know this great work by Sadahiro Mika!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.demonoid.com/files/details/2001972/6405550/"&gt;http://www.demonoid.com/files/details/2001972/6405550/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HOST LINKS: (YOU SEND LINKS will work for a week )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://savefile.com/projects/808494754"&gt;http://savefile.com/projects/808494754&lt;/a&gt; - have all files&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.divshare.com/download/7935986-cc9"&gt;http://www.divshare.com/download/7935986-cc9&lt;/a&gt; - have all files &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.mediafire.com/?ds3yqbyyn13"&gt;http://www.mediafire.com/?ds3yqbyyn13&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If someone has problems for getting them, send me a pm or just post it on Lj and I add your email address and I will send you the files true email. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now there are only 3 more extra stories after all those 4 volumes on which I will work. All three are extra chapters of Haito Diamond. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/0000c1p9/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/0000c1p9/s320x240" width="167" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; - Gutter Cleaning. This story shows us the past of Otoji's brother "Seiichi" and how come he decided to leave home. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/0000e761/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/0000e761/s320x240" width="169" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; - Affluenza - The story takes place somewhere between first two volumes of Haito Diamond. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/0000de5g/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/0000de5g/s320x240" width="169" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; - Affluenza II - And this one is short story into the future, where Joe and Otoji are both grown up.^^ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All three stories will be edited and release, it will just take some time. &lt;br /&gt;I would just ask you guys to let me know which one of those three you wish me to edit first :)). &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway enjoy this release, &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have to say BIG "THANK YOU" to Skyeblue - great Proofreader and Q.Cer ^^ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See u,</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:8551</id>
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    <title>bluelittleone @ 2008-11-05T20:01:00</title>
    <published>2008-11-05T19:08:16Z</published>
    <updated>2008-11-05T19:08:16Z</updated>
    <category term="news"/>
    <content type="html">Howdy... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm not dead, lol. I know Haito Fans are patiently waiting for last awaited chapter...and I promise I will work on editing it. I will definitely move my lazy ass and start to edit in those days ^^. I just need to set my new computer and then I don't really have excuses...</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:8254</id>
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    <title>End of Chapter 2, YAY!!!</title>
    <published>2008-06-17T15:36:21Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-17T16:23:02Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Aloha, &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He he, its here, end of chapter 2, ^^. I'm glad Skyeblue and I made it, lol. &lt;br /&gt;Here are the links for this project, with all releases, the NEW one, too!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://savefile.com/projects/808494754"&gt;http://savefile.com/projects/808494754&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.divshare.com/download/3390410-460"&gt;http://www.divshare.com/download/3390410-460&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://download.yousendit.com/1ECBDB0578AE2C5F"&gt;http://download.yousendit.com/1ECBDB0578AE2C5F&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.mediafire.com/?zo0d6evxi0l"&gt;http://www.mediafire.com/?zo0d6evxi0l&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.shareonall.com/aoilevelinaHaito_Diamond_vol4_ch2C_ojjn_zip.htm"&gt;http://www.shareonall.com/aoilevelinaHaito_Diamond_vol4_ch2C_ojjn_zip.htm&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Enjoy!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/0000bcbz/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/0000bcbz/s320x240" width="266" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:8126</id>
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    <title>^^ Here it is, mates, enjoy new chappy!!</title>
    <published>2008-06-08T18:30:21Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-17T16:29:40Z</updated>
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    <lj:music>Radio Inter nacional</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Hiya...!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Skyeblue and I worked on this release and it's complete :). It's really horrible part for Otoji...&lt;br /&gt;Joe is kind of going crazy because of it... But hey, we all know that love its stressful, what can I say ^^ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter 2C will be out till next week, its actually edited but it's in end phage in QC-ing. And then we only have one more huge chapter 3 and volume 4 is complete, YAY YAY YAY ^^ he he. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can download this  new release  here:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.shareonall.com/aoilevelinaHaito_Diamond_vol4_ch2B_ftxp_zip.htm"&gt;http://www.shareonall.com/aoilevelinaHaito_Diamond_vol4_ch2B_ftxp_zip.htm&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.mediafire.com/?lgn3ucwesz5"&gt;http://www.mediafire.com/?lgn3ucwesz5&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;with NEW and all OTHER older releases, still here:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.savefile.com/projects/808494754"&gt;http://www.savefile.com/projects/808494754&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is someone has some extra request regarding this project, I'm always reachable, lol^^.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:7866</id>
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    <title>The reason...</title>
    <published>2008-05-23T05:30:56Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-23T05:30:56Z</updated>
    <category term="haito diamond"/>
    <content type="html">Hi there~~~~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For first I have to apologize to everyone who is waiting for Haito Diamond new releases. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had an accident 4 weeks ago, to be exact on April 26 2008. I fall from ladder and badly broken my right wrist. That the matter wouldn't be enough my wrist is partly crushed. This is the reason of my forced pause in editing Haito Diamond. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Next Monday on May 26 I have my next visit in hospital, where I really hope they will take my plaster down and remove one last wire I still have in my wrist. I will probably get new plaster for some more weeks, but at list this wire will get out and I will try to edit in the meantime.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All raw chapter with extra Dj's will be edited and released as planed.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:7479</id>
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    <title>HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PEOPLE~ ^-^</title>
    <published>2008-02-14T21:21:33Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-16T21:42:26Z</updated>
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    <lj:music>Radio Inter nacional</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Hiya everyone!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's "Valentines day" and looky looky here is huge part of second chapter "Ch2A". This last volume 4 is really long and each chapter is double long, lol, lol. ^^ Anyway, enjoy this release, as it happens my friend SkyeBlue and J.C from Eigomanga made awesome part, as always, for that release. Thank you, both of them!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The host links are still on "DivShare"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.divshare.com/download/3786644-fa3"&gt;http://www.divshare.com/download/3786644-fa3&lt;/a&gt; - [aoilevelina]Haito_Diamond_vol4_ch2A&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=batch_download&amp;batch_id=QjBDSkhSbEF1YlBIRGc9PQ"&gt;http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=batch_download&amp;batch_id=QjBDSkhSbEF1YlBIRGc9PQ&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.savefile.com/projects/808494754"&gt;http://www.savefile.com/projects/808494754&lt;/a&gt; - all released files^^! &lt;br /&gt;All other links in previous update are still working normally so they can be used, too!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This chapter is really cool one. I can just say "love is in the air" he he!! and its really awesome for this special Valentine's Day! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/0000a5xp/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/0000a5xp/s320x240" width="106" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Enjoy!!</content>
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    <title>New links for all released chapters</title>
    <published>2008-01-08T14:29:42Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-08T15:18:51Z</updated>
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    <lj:music>Radio Inter nacional</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I made new uploads for all released Haito Diamond chapters. I know savefile links are really slow for downloading. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LInks are in this order: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[aoilevelina]Haito_Diamond_vol4_ch1&lt;br /&gt;[AoiLevelina]Haito Diamond by Sadahiro Mika Volume 1&lt;br /&gt;[AoiLevelina]Haito Diamond by Sadahiro Mika Volume 2&lt;br /&gt;[AoiLevelina]Haito Diamond by Sadahiro Mika Volume 3&lt;br /&gt;How long they will work I'm not sure, but we will see. he he. &lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00009kw4/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00009kw4/s320x240" width="91" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.divshare.com/download/3390676-953"&gt;DivShare File - [aoilevelina]Haito_Diamond_vol4_ch1.zip&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.divshare.com/download/3390627-6e7"&gt;DivShare File - [AoiLevelina]Haito Diamond by Sadahiro Mi.zip&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.divshare.com/download/3390410-460"&gt;DivShare File - [AoiLevelina]Haito Diamond by Sadahiro Mi.zip&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.divshare.com/download/3390409-a70"&gt;DivShare File - [AoiLevelina]Haito Diamond by Sadahiro Mi.zip&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:6931</id>
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    <title>Volume 4, tsk I started it, lol, hehe</title>
    <published>2007-12-29T23:04:22Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-29T23:04:22Z</updated>
    <category term="haito diamond"/>
    <content type="html">:) Here is the start on last Volume on this great project of mine :). Enjoy the release and grab it or in yaoi channels or true the link were all chapters are kept and the new one too, of course. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.savefile.com/projects/808494754"&gt;http://www.savefile.com/projects/808494754&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank care everyone and have wonderful Christmas and  New Year's Eve!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:6761</id>
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    <title>Hot, hot summer leads to last chapter in Volume 3! YAY</title>
    <published>2007-08-02T19:55:22Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-02T19:55:22Z</updated>
    <category term="haito diamond"/>
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    <lj:music>favourite mp3 songs^^</lj:music>
    <content type="html">:) Before I'm going on holidays for couple of days both SkyeBlue and I worked hard on releasing this last chapter of Ha ito Diamond in volume 3. I hope everyone will like it as much we both do^^.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now we only need to wait for last "long" volume 4 and three separate Dj's :). Those who like this project with us, will love it all^^. Everything will be edited and released in time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I made some hot links, with this lets enjoy end of Volume 3^^.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.savefile.com/projects/808494754"&gt;http://www.savefile.com/projects/808494754&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://download.yousendit.com/A676F2BE031F8FAC"&gt;http://download.yousendit.com/A676F2BE031F8FAC&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?0ilg4ymn4xb"&gt;http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?0ilg4ymn4xb&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/0p8zmp"&gt;http://www.sendspace.com/file/0p8zmp&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will server new release in mirc yaoi channnls :) and probably some others fservers. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Enjoy!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cute picture^^, ne~~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00008yte/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00008yte/s320x240" width="200" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <title>^^ At last!</title>
    <published>2007-05-27T14:27:17Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-02T17:45:02Z</updated>
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    <lj:music>Radio Inter nacional</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I totally deserted my journal, but it was because I had to finish my degree paper and now that I did, I found time for finally edit Haito Diamond. He, he, here is new Volume 3  !  In this volume we will get to know Otoji's brother Seiichi.  A lot of deep feeling will be confessed and some developing will get mixed. Overall it was enjoy full chapter to edit and finish. Currently I’m working on chapter 2, it’s not long till end of this Volume.  Enjoy this chapter and who ever wish to say something, leave a message^^.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; line-height: normal;"&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-US" style=""&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.savefile.com/projects/808494754"&gt;http://www.savefile.com/projects/808494754&lt;/a&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/dwtkk1" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00007kpf/"&gt;&lt;img width="324" height="268" border="0" align="right" alt="" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00007kpf/s320x240" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <title>:) new day!</title>
    <published>2007-04-04T13:01:45Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-04T13:11:50Z</updated>
    <category term="news"/>
    <lj:music>radio</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Today is really cloudy outside and it's so quiet, I don't hear birds singing. :) &lt;br /&gt;I went on &lt;a href="http://datorrents.com/"&gt;http://datorrents.com/&lt;/a&gt; and deleted all torrents made by me for Haito Diamond, &lt;br /&gt;because I will made two torrents for whole volumes. This way it will be easier way to get downloading it.</content>
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    <title>Ha ha ha, at last, end of Volume 2 ^^!</title>
    <published>2007-02-26T14:24:56Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-26T15:22:44Z</updated>
    <category term="release"/>
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    <lj:music>radio music</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Hey everyone, &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I believe it's the right time for releasing the last chapter in Volume 2. I'm sorry that it took me so long, I went on operation which was done on my eyes, so now with time I will see on long distance without my glasses^^. Which makes me really happy. That was the reason why it took me this long to complete this last&lt;br /&gt;chapter in volume 2. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I made links for those who will use them for downloads:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;V2:&lt;br /&gt;Ch3a: &lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/iivlun"&gt;http://www.sendspace.com/file/iivlun&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ch3b:NEW - &lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/mot5wo"&gt;http://www.sendspace.com/file/mot5wo&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     and  &lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/vyf2dr"&gt;http://www.sendspace.com/file/vyf2dr&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Joe is really tragic character in this manga, you want to smack him sometimes for being such an selfish idiot, but then if you consider his background you want to cuddle him^^. I really like this picture :)!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00005a9e/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00005a9e/s320x240" width="210" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <title>Todays sunny day~~~</title>
    <published>2007-01-30T13:06:54Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-30T14:21:37Z</updated>
    <category term="haito diamond"/>
    <lj:music>Radio</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Outside is really beautiful and sunny. The snow melted away, and hey this makes my mood better. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I decided to make new links for all those who wishes to download my Ha ito Diamonds releases. So I zipped them together and I uploaded them right now, using "sendspace.com". &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Links: Volume 1&lt;br /&gt;Ch1: &lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/klboyx"&gt;http://www.sendspace.com/file/klboyx&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ch2: &lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/f3difn"&gt;http://www.sendspace.com/file/f3difn&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ch3: &lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/yd7mo9"&gt;http://www.sendspace.com/file/yd7mo9&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Links: Volume 2&lt;br /&gt;Ch1: &lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/35rpkb"&gt;http://www.sendspace.com/file/35rpkb&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ch2: &lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/tl5nm9"&gt;http://www.sendspace.com/file/tl5nm9&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ch3A: &lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/lyivyb"&gt;http://www.sendspace.com/file/lyivyb&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I saw some raw volumes of Ha ito Diamond on "Aarinfantasy forums". At first I was thinking that's really not nice, but then truth is, that everyone have right to upload his own raw files and share them with people who can appreciate hard work with scanning and even leveling those raws. I have to comment that the zip file I downloaded was 216 mb of Haito Diamond and the zip had V2,V3,V4. If the scanner of this heavy zip will read this. I wish to tell that person, that I think, You scanned is to sharp, and leveled it to much. Other then that, I was happy to see that my work is way better in my opinion. So this makes me calm. Who ever wish to read translated chapters I will give them out time by time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really like to see Otoji and Joe kissing^^. This small picture from  Ha ito is so cute. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00004c8k/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00004c8k/s320x240" width="188" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:5106</id>
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    <title>New day, new chapter :) YAY!!</title>
    <published>2007-01-24T14:27:03Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-24T14:34:48Z</updated>
    <category term="release"/>
    <category term="haito diamond"/>
    <lj:music>radio music</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Today is really strange moody day^^. I decided to release new edited chapter of Ha-Ito Diamond even if I can't make torrent today, because the site were I usually make a torrent is doing something. So I will make a torrent on Sunday when the site will work again^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everyone who wish to get the new release should come in mirc and download there of just write me an email and I will send it to him true yousendit!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;:) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00003grg/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00003grg/s320x240" width="194" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is such cute picture :) I just love it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay I uploaded new release, the link is here:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://download.yousendit.com/823035BB633539B2"&gt;http://download.yousendit.com/823035BB633539B2&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:4649</id>
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    <title>^^ New chappy~ Haito Diamond V2 ch2B, YAY</title>
    <published>2007-01-04T17:24:19Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-04T22:20:12Z</updated>
    <category term="release"/>
    <category term="haito diamond"/>
    <category term="manga"/>
    <lj:music>radio</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I know, I wanted to give out this chapter yesterday, but I didn't :). &lt;br /&gt;I started to download new korean drama "Love Story in Harvard-[iCEDRAMA]versions, All can be found on:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.d-addicts.com/forum/torrents.php?search=Love"&gt;http://www.d-addicts.com/forum/torrents.php?search=Love&lt;/a&gt; Harvard iCEDRAMA&amp;sort=name&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And other big batch torrent, "[batch] Lofty Waters Verdant Bow [jem]". This torrent can be found on the same site too. Anyway, &lt;br /&gt;both dramas are really good and a lot of drama lovers enjoyed by watching them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway I uploaded this new chapter on turbo upload link today too,&lt;br /&gt;but only on this one link, because I'm even not sure if the link will be used.Even so the link is here:&lt;br /&gt;Your Download-Link: &lt;a href="http://d.turboupload.com/d/1395972/AoiLevelinaHaIto_Diamond_Vol2_ch2b.zip.html"&gt;http://d.turboupload.com/d/1395972/AoiLevelinaHaIto_Diamond_Vol2_ch2b.zip.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So enjoy this release, I made torrent too. Everyone can get the torrent from manganews.net or on:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://datorrents.com/torrents-search.asp?search=haito&amp;cat=0&amp;cat=0&amp;incldead=0"&gt;http://datorrents.com/torrents-search.asp?search=haito&amp;cat=0&amp;cat=0&amp;incldead=0&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aoi</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:4520</id>
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    <title>Releasing of Haito Diamond V2 ch2a, YAY</title>
    <published>2007-01-02T12:21:59Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-04T17:35:46Z</updated>
    <category term="release"/>
    <category term="haito diamond"/>
    <category term="manga"/>
    <lj:music>radio music</lj:music>
    <content type="html">^^ Here we go, I decided to release ch2a first and when the torrent will go smoothly and I wont need to seed, I can release ch2b. I don't want to let people wait to long and there's really no need for it.&lt;br /&gt;I hope everyone enjoyed new year celebrations, I did as much I could. &lt;br /&gt;I couldn't release this chapter sooner, because of small difficulties. But now everything is done. I upload this chapter on Yousendit and turboupload. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Links:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://d.turboupload.com/d/1387379/AoiLevelinaHaIto_Diamond_V2_ch2a.zip.html"&gt;http://d.turboupload.com/d/1387379/AoiLevelinaHaIto_Diamond_V2_ch2a.zip.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://download.yousendit.com/0FF4EF2624193876"&gt;http://download.yousendit.com/0FF4EF2624193876&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday I started to read a book of Nora Roberts "Montana Sky". It's easy and funny story to enjoy. So this is what I do today. Hope the movie which will come out this year will be as good as the book itself^^. But I'm sure it will.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:4275</id>
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    <title>YAY chapter 1B!</title>
    <published>2006-12-22T11:38:49Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-04T17:26:37Z</updated>
    <category term="haito dimamond"/>
    <category term="yaoi release"/>
    <lj:music>Radio FM 89,20</lj:music>
    <content type="html">:) At last I found time to upload next part of chapter 1. With that release chapter ends. Next week I will try to release chapter 2, hope it will go like I wish. &lt;br /&gt;Anyway I enjoyed by editing, so hope everyone likes this release too. If someone has some suggestion how I could do better by editing, etc. Just leave message! Thx&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;AoiLevelina</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:3858</id>
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    <title>New Volume 2 :) YAY</title>
    <published>2006-12-20T12:49:49Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-20T12:56:12Z</updated>
    <category term="release"/>
    <category term="haito diamond"/>
    <category term="manga"/>
    <lj:music>Radio 89.20.</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Hey all :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I decided to make a release for Ha ito Diamond V2. Chapter 1 will be released in two files as A and B, because the whole chapter is to heavy to be released as one file. I will give out chapter 1B on friday. So this way, really no one will have to wait long for it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Enjoy it fully, as I had enjoyed editing it. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;AoiLevelina</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:3771</id>
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    <title>Identity!</title>
    <published>2006-11-30T13:04:19Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-30T13:28:09Z</updated>
    <category term="whatever - personal i guess"/>
    <lj:music>still Xavier Naidoo</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Just to confirm, I use on mirc "mostly yaoi or shoujo channels" nickname "AoiLevelina" and here it's Bluelittleone. I'm saying it so that everyone knows why I'm talking about working on editing Ha ito Diamond :) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway I just love main two characters from this manga. Both are beautiful. Sadahiro Mika is just my favorite mangaka^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00002ert/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/00002ert/s320x240" width="253" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;^^</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:3088</id>
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    <title>Soundless mind</title>
    <published>2006-11-30T12:21:03Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-30T12:24:09Z</updated>
    <category term="personal"/>
    <category term="moody"/>
    <lj:music>Xavier Naidoo albums</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Today is really calm and easy going day. This day is easy on me. If I compare myself with sister, she works full time, she signed on Master's degree study this way her time is full, she is tired, but then she is doing what she wants. That's good, ne^^. And me, it's really funny, I'm right opposite of her. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm at home, have time for my degree paper, to edit Ha ito Diamond and rest how much I want. Life is good to me what should I say more. Oh by the way, I edited both first chapters from volume 2. So now I only need to edit last chapter of that volume, great ne^^ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Only one month is ahead of us and we will go into new year. Really the time just flows bay and we are just rushing true days on and on. I feel somehow tired today, without much of energy in my body. But then, it will pass, it always does. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Definitely I can't change the facts, I can only live with them openly and just be. Do I make it intentionally? Maybe to not make myself think to much. It's easier that way, for sure, but is it smarter too? I don't know. But I trust in you God so I wont worry&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/000019kf/"&gt;&lt;img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/bluelittleone/pic/000019kf/s320x240" width="163" height="240" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This anime is just great, promising and funny. I recommend it to anyone.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:2965</id>
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    <title>Quit Sunday!</title>
    <published>2006-11-26T13:03:00Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-26T13:03:00Z</updated>
    <category term="general"/>
    <category term="personal"/>
    <lj:music>Radio music</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I'm free today, I could write on my degree paper, I could edit Ha ito Diamond V2_ch2, I could watch anime series I'm downloading daily, I could sleep - and what I do, I Play with my LJ^^. It's fun actually. I made some changes, I like them so far. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In my little city I life "Lendava let me be precise" the weather is grey and cold, but hey, I'm in my warm room, so I'm cool with winter. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Right now I'm downloading "House MD" first 5 episodes in Season 3.I'll watch it between that week. Otherwise, I slept well and woke up at 8:40 because my cat woke me up with her loudness, tsk, I could trow her out of my window, but then I love her to much to be angry with her more then 5 minutes^^. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday was hard day for me. I helped my mom by window cleaning, it was hard, after that we went to clean the house and after all day cleaning, I was worn up and totally tired. But I made my my happy and that is enough for me.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:2342</id>
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    <title>Dreamtime</title>
    <published>2006-11-24T17:22:59Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-26T14:35:22Z</updated>
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    <lj:music>Stillnes of my Room^^</lj:music>
    <content type="html">It's really long time ago when I actually posted something on my LJ^^. I have time now, and I thought why not. So here I'm. Today I read most of my day a book by Barbara Wood title is "Traumzeit" or Dream time in English's. This is the reason my subject is titled so^^. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I finished with Haito Diamond Volume 1 in summer time, actually the last chapter was released on August 8. 2006 :) And after I got work ofter in one small firm for bookkeeper I totally put editing on Haito Diamond in background. But now I have time again, HE HE, free again. So I'm working on Volume 2. Ch1 is already edited and its in QC phase, and I edit ch2 now. I will try to give end of this year, hope I will get whole volume 2 go release but if not 2 chapters are good too. I will see!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hm :) I have quiet evening here, I will go make some tea for me and watch TV. Oh last week I watched many animes with my sister. Shounen Onmyouji was the one I liked the most. :) It's worth of downloading and watching. I Downloaded one JDrama Love Generation, which should be the best love drama ever, I will have to see that. And one TWdrama Love Contract. I watched with my sister fist episode of second drama and she liked it, so I guess I will watch this drama first, even if its long drama 20 episodes. &lt;br /&gt;I watched anime NIght Head Genesis, but I can't really say I love this anime, but I started to watch it and I will do it till end.^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See u next time!!!</content>
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    <title>Test!</title>
    <published>2006-05-07T13:19:57Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-26T14:38:16Z</updated>
    <category term="personal"/>
    <lj:music>non</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I made one quiz I found with my friend Lj :). I'm not sure if that is true about me, but for sure is, that I like red roses, but then who does not, hehe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" width="600"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizfarm.com/1110690973red rose.bmp"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; You scored as &lt;b&gt;Red&lt;/b&gt;. You are a red rose! A red rose signifies love. &lt;br /&gt;You are someone who loves to be in love! You like all the romantic,&lt;br /&gt;sweet things in life.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;table border="0" width="300" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;Red&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="83" bgcolor="#dddddd"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;83%&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;Pink&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="67" bgcolor="#dddddd"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;67%&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;Orange&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="50" bgcolor="#dddddd"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;50%&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;White&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="50" bgcolor="#dddddd"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;50%&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;Yellow&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="17" bgcolor="#dddddd"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;17%&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;Black&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="0" bgcolor="#dddddd"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;0%&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&amp;lt;/td&amp;gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=12987"&gt;Which Color Rose Are You?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;created with &lt;a href="http://quizfarm.com"&gt;QuizFarm.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/table&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:1909</id>
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    <title>YAY Ch2 is completed now. Yes Haito Diamond is out!!!</title>
    <published>2006-03-01T11:03:55Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-01T11:11:38Z</updated>
    <category term="personal"/>
    <lj:music>02-Stereophonics - Maybe Tomorrow</lj:music>
    <content type="html">YaY! New Chapter of Haito Diamond is out! :) "Haito Diamond vol1_ch2B"  Is that not great! I released it yesterday really late at night and made torrent for it. Torrents can be found on tokyotosho.com or on manganews.net. :) A lot of people downloaded it with torrents and made it easyer for me to distribute it. Oh Mirc lechers didn't pay much attention to new release! But anyway it's great chapter with everything in it. I'm satisfied with my work in editing it. &lt;br /&gt;Lately it's really silent in Loveless channel. Probably because of work, school and Real life^^. We will see!&lt;br /&gt;End of this week I will probably go with mom and my sister in Maribor, to see if we can get dresses for my cousin marriage. I would rather save that money for some books, then spend it on some shitty dress. But what can I do, I can't really go with my jeans *grins*. OH and I got one call from my favorite bookstore, that they got my ordered book "Brokeback Mountain" &amp;lt;----- isn't that just great^^. I hardly wait to get that book in my hands. Okay that is all for today. &lt;br /&gt;I will try to work on my degree paper :) and I wish everyone enjoyment pure. If someone wants to read Haito Diamond I'll gladly send it to him/her. The torrents are up on mentioned sites and everyone can email me!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bluelittleone:1657</id>
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    <title>Kaj me jezi?</title>
    <published>2006-02-26T14:03:33Z</published>
    <updated>2006-02-26T14:03:33Z</updated>
    <category term="thinking"/>
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    <lj:music>Coldplay-talk</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Kaj me jezi... Ko bi le vedla, bi lahko kako drugače reagirala, se spopadla s to jezo in vzrokom, ki tiči za tem. Vedno, ko smo pri kosilu me začne motit vsak glas ki za povesta oče in/ali mama, ki nas vedno vpraša, a je dobro?. In seveda je dobro, samo, mi je za jest, bi jedla. Odgovor je debel glasen NE. Pol pa oče s svojimi dnevnimi pridigami, o svojim izkušnjah uspeha, študija, dela, itd. Kaj koli je treba reševati, oče je prvi ki bo povedal, kako je treba, kako bi treba, če ne vemo, kot da ne znano razmišljati in se sami odločati o tem kako bi in kaj bi. Enostavno me vse jezi. Edina uteha so mi moje ljubljene knjige, v katere se lahko vživim in si želim, da bi ostala v njihovem svetu, samo da mi ne bi bilo treba priti nazaj v ta moreči vsakdan. Pa ne daje tako hudo, in grozno trpim, ne, enostavno gre za čisti dolgčas, katerega se me drži kot druga koža, katere ne morem sleči kot obleko. Zakaj imam tako globoko željo, da bi enostavno samo hodila od enega kraja do drugega, da se mi ne bi bilo treba ustaviti, da mi ne bi bilo treba  bit vezan na en kraj, ampak samo, na to kam bi me vodile noge in moja glava. Niti ne vem, če sem dovolj močna, da bi to naredila. Bi si sploh upala?&lt;br /&gt;Zakaj sem postala tako mirna in enostavno kot da sem zmrznila v sebi. Gre za občutek popolnega brezupa, da bi se lahko premikala in sploh našla tisto nekaj, kaj bi rešilo. Biti vezan, biti ujet, zakaj ta občutek. Kako je občutek, če si čisto prost. Zakaj se bojim, da ne bi zmogla. Zakaj me bojazen, zaradi denarja drži tukaj. Sem doma samo iz občutja lagodja, ker mi tu ni treba nič storiti?. Sigurno je tako skupaj s strahom, po neuspehu. &lt;br /&gt;Saj ne gre za to, da se vidim v čistem brezupu. Vem da sem močna osebnost. A kljub temu kot mi Queen pravi, sem preveč zmedena, in ne vem, kaj želim, vem da je zagotovo tako. Nisem pa sigurna, zakaj se ne morem odločit in končno temu narediti konec. -__- Patetično a ne!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Je že Marec in v sredini meseča grem na barvanje, nisem se še odločila, ali si bom lase pobarvala v rdečo, ali pa naj grem nazaj v mojo rjavo domačo barno. :)bom videla, verjetno tik pret odločitvijo.</content>
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